Thursday, April 5, 2012

God's Gift From Above

Collab By Kesha Finesse Murphy/Revelationwriter..

The Greatest Gift From Above



Kesha Finesse Murphy

I met this man...
He is unique
Drawn to him
Attracted to him like a magnet
Around his presence...
Brings out the quality
Of my love.... My my my...
Just because......
His nature... Is magnificant...
Body phisique Excellent...
Eyes deep which has me Hypnotized..
He tends to awaken my Bedroom eyes...
Opening my eyes wide
For a love make...
With deliverence... Of his spiritual Healing...
As I massage his thoughts Through his locks..
And un'stagnant His memory....Love when I.. See...
He is really..
Intuned as our souls
Become one.....



Revelationwriter Thepropheticendtimepoet

As I seen the sun come up
from a long exhausting night a love making.
Spiritually breaking..
off strong holds
Tieing two souls into one
Closing my eyes and awakening
clutched trapped into her arms
starring deeply into her eyes
watching the reflection of me dancing
in motion in her pupils stimulates her mind.
drift back and forward slowly.
We make the world turn and flow at our pace..
as our hearts race..
we lock face to face until we meet the finish line.
She keeps me paralyze day in and day out hypnotized
with the very wind of her mouth.
When I blink she blinks and
when I think she thinks..
And when we kiss...
We create Love like no other
The doors of heaven opens....
The second I met her
I knew right then and there
I had a key to a new Heaven..


Kesha Finesse Murphy

Yes once we connected...
My father spoke to me from the heavens...
Our love is like no other..
Eyes caressing each others sight.
As I watch the roll of your tongue...
And fold of your bottom lip....
From our love high...
This oneness....
Is complete...
Because your life..
Love God has granted me....


Revelationwriter Thepropheticendtimepoet


Granted me...
to bare witness to this journey this
gold brick diamond in the rough
trip that flips me up side down
whenever I see u lower your eyes
and bite the bottom of your lip.
Lord knows that I am very grateful.
For the rain and every drop that it drips.
I want and will not ever let her go
not even if my heart says so
because she will forever have a hold
to my very soul.

Kesha Murphy/
Revelationwriter Thepropheticendtimepoet ©2012protected by copyright.gov

Wednesday, March 7, 2012



COLLAB BY KING JUDAH/KESHA FINESSE MURPHY

King DangerousInc Judah

AND I CALL YOU LOVE



You remind me of a carnation

but you smell like a rose

You look like a portrait of wholesome love

you are the paint in the confines of my soul

Twirling me into the best of you

creating visions of you over again

strengthening my heart cords that was loose

making heaven on earth so true

You Vanilla spray that scent you so well

your gorgeous smiles lights up my moon

come dance with me to our melody

step into our spotlight slowly

How can I hold all this in side

how can the world be so blind

you stepped into my darkness closet

saw the unforgettable skeletons hanging

Dressed me to cover my bones

clothed me with your brand of love

washed me and made me clean again

nursed me to health and called human

Took the scabs off eyes

put knowledge in my mind

helped US build a home

I will bend over without you as my backbone

Now I know how to tie my own tie

lace my own black shoe

pull my pants up and walk up straight

I owe this awareness to a Queen such as you

You kiss is different now with passion

your touch has the grasp of a feather like a Dove

you laugh has birthed joy unspeakable

I call you one hell of a woman - I call you LOVE
Kesha Finesse Murphy

You my king like dream

that was being smothered

under cover....

now that we have found each other

that cover has diminished

and sheet has released....

and chance for your

soul to reveal yourself to me...

as i invision .....

you have lightened up.....



Control those skeletons

and don't lose yourself...

in progess.....

shine on... king shine on....

no one else...like you

can controll...this throne..

if you slip i'd be happy to

cover yo bones....

because it is what i am

can't hide....

no where I Am Love....


COLLAB BY SHEQUITA PHILLIPS AND KESHA FINESSE MURPHY


Shequita Phillips

The Strentgh In Me

Growing up as a child being

neglected and not being loved

crying a lot as a child cause of all the pain

but you smile even
though your hurting inside

from all the abuse

shutting out people not trusting

do to the fact of begin hurt

all your life but it made you

a stronger woman

abuse can knock you down or

tear you up inside

it will make you

make you stronger as a woman



Kesha Finesse Murphy

Growing up as a child I was so loved.....

in the mist of pain under cover...

and I damn sure don't

blame my mother

back then adults

for some reason close of kin

to them was so trustworthy.....

I could have cried out loud

they touched me....

but didn't know better thank God

for crippling their hands

and grabbing me and

letting them get no futher....

the seed they laid

could not grow

because the power

of Christ in me

was to strong .....

so growing up as a child

was a hell of a journey

which only helped me with my

"Spiritual Growth"

Sunday, March 4, 2012


COLLABORATION

QUESTION…..
BY JEFFERY A SANDERS SR/
KESHA FINESSE MURPHY

QUESTIONS ARISE,
THIS PROCESS OF PROJECTING ANOCCURS,
SUCESSFULLY REALIZING OCCURS,
PURLY WITHIN THE SUBJECT OF ,
THE INVENTOR, AND THUS THE MEANING,
AS PRESENT ORIGINALTTER WITH IS WHOLE CONTENT,
LIES EXCLUSIVELY, SO TO SPEAK,
WITHIN HIS MENTAL SPACE,
BUT GEOMETRICAL EXSISTENCE IS NOT HIS
PSYCHIC EXSISTENCE:
IT DOES NOT EXSISIST
AS SOMETHING PERSONAL,
WITHIN THE PERSONAL SPHERE OF
CONSCIOUSNESS:
IT IS THE EXSISTENCE OF
WHAT IS OBJECTIVELY
THERE FOR YOU AND ACTUAL
GEOMETERS OR THOSE WHO UNDERSTAND
HIS GEOMETRY AND A PRIMAL ESTABLISHMENT
AND HER QUESTION IS..
By Jeffery a Sanders Sr Aka Cali_isms


Kesha Finesse Murphy

No question....
of ones opinion
during this question
occurence you ask of me...
one must understand it's question
and be able to reach
below and beyond
in order to reach such success
and mobility....
to remove all obstacles that's not with in reason..
and recognize everything
that is within reason....
if not their orginality
fall short
then effect membranes
become distort...
which make one lack the ability
to think
before one speak...
Discernment is part of ones spirit
when explaning scientifically...
labeling...
pyschic....
is an infamous word.....
that doesn't not exist...
ones conscious derives from their spirit....
which born...
at birth
personality
had not yet to been formed.....
but in order for one to understand
and use
their true gift of their
psychi or spirit
of discernment it
has to be a true gift..
without question!
©2010-2011protected by copyright.gov Kesha Murphy

collaboration by Kevin Rhofiki Exile/Kesha Finesse Murphy

Kevin Rhofiki Exile

I can't suffer from your hurt anymore.
The things you've done
was unbearing to hold in my heart.
Your love doesn't live here anymore.
The love you possess was tainted with negativity and lies.
The hatred I posses for you is scolding my thoughts,
my love for you, and my sanity.
I rather screw up alone then be
with a person who don't know me
and understand me.
You disowned me
like I was a figment of your imagination
like I never was born and sometimes
I feel like your the killer that murdered
my soul and never got convicted for it.

Kesha Finesse Murphy

I'm sorry my son....
i don't know what got
hold of me
i wish you could have instead
of shutting down
you would have told me
instead of me fading
you out...
i wished to make you proud
seriously
lots of times I mourn on my
insides i should have cried out loud....
i'm a man scorn
torn all up on the insides
but i never wanted to be cold
you are my pride and joy

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy

Kevin Rhofiki Kevin Rhofiki Exile

I can't be the judge jury
nor the executioner of your crime
that you committed to a happy home.
I don't know why you feel
the way you feel about me.
Look into the damn mirror
and tell me what you see?
It's me!
I'm you as much as your me!
Are you blinded by the hatred that bestowed I'm you?
When I wake up
I'm your son, when I die I'm your son,
even when I'm locked up sentenced
to life I'm your DAMN son.
Hate cant describe tears
and the years you've abandoned me
disclaiming me like I was a "bad idea" to start with.
How dare you call yourself a father
leaving his child in the wilderness and getting
scold by the tyranny of the nothingness of society.
I'm bless to have you as a father
but I don't condone your character as a man.


Kesha Finesse Murphy

My God help me fix
this...
i will wear the conviction...
just didn't know how to give it....
(love)
Love was never given to me ...
being a father was not my first priority....
it didn't fit into my identity....
i was a seed reaped from no man..
in my life my dad never appeared..
judge here are my hands
lock me up
and throw away the key
all i want for my son to do is forgive me..
I am sorry son!

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy



SOUL SISTA'

Hey listen soul sista'
DESIREE!
There's nothing....
like you
sista......
your such a beautiful
talented poetess........
your energy seem
to always have me empress,
i adore you in every way....
you acknowledging my
works..
I'd never regret....
all the likes and comments
i'd never forget....
there was an ,instant click
as quick ....
as your eye wink
which always tickled me
and made me weak...
the vibe you set off
is always enchanting.....
not to forget ..
how you share
your potent enrich scribes
,when we collab
and drop bombs everytime...
we seem to set off and drop
master pieces ...
i'd like to thank you
for introducing
me...
to publisher Lacha'Mitchell...
now my book i guarantee will
be on the shelf
of Barnes and Nobles
one day
you have encouraged me
in every way
soul sista ,twin ....
beautiful,humble queen...
I'd like to thank you for being
a Loyal Queen!

Inspired piece by my twin Author Dawn Desiree Banks

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy


COLLABORATION BY KESHA FINESSE MURPHY
AND AUTHOR DAWN DESIREE BANKS

Kesha Finesse Murphy

WHAT IS THE NEED IF YOU DON'T CARE......
YOU JUST SET THERE AND STARE..
ARE YOU LISTENING .....
I'M TIRED OF BEING LONELY..
WITH NO ONE TO HOLD ME..
I NEED....

Author Dawn Desiree Banks

THE CARESS,
NON-STRESS
YOUR ABSENT-NESS
HAS ME A MESS
GOTTA POUR ALL I FEEL INTO YOUR LAP ,
RE-CAP
THE MOMENTS OF TORTURE
LISTEN CAREFULLY
MY WORDS THAT SHALL NURTURE
YOUR MIND,
PUT YOU BACK ON REWIND
CAREFUL...
NEVER WILL I LOSE MY MIND
WRITING IS WHAT I DO TO UNWIND
BLESSED, AND SANE...
HEAVY IN TUNE WITH MY GRIND

Kesha Finesse Murphy

IT'S MY GRIND...
NOW WHY YOU HATE
ON WHAT RELIEVES ME.....
YOU ARE NOT THERE WITH ME.....
THE EMPTINESS...
THE VERBAL LACK
OF CONVERSE WITH YOU IS DIGRESS.....
WHICH YOU HAVE STRAINED
TO HAVE ME MENTALLY OPPRESSED....
MY.....


Author Dawn Desiree Banks

MY SOUL IS STILL...
NOT SHATTERED
THE PAST IS FORGIVEN,
NEVER EVEN MATTERED
I AM CONTENT
WITH WHAT IS OF MY FUTURE
THE BEAUTIFUL, BIG PICTURE
A QUEEN DEVELOPING
CRAWLING OUT OF HER SHELL
ENDURING ALL THE HELL....
READY FOR THE NEXT BEST THING...
SO


Kesha Finesse Murphy
SO I CAN REBUILD
A BRAND NEW DOCK
THAT YOU DEPARTED FROM...
BECAUSE BABY.....
YOU WONT BE SITTING ON
THIS DOCK OF THE BAY... ( NO MORE)..
SWEETIE MY PRIDE HAS STRENGTHENED..
AND ESTEEM (IS NO MORE ) IS WEAKEND....


All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy/Dawn Desiree Banks

Thursday, March 1, 2012



My First Born
She was a beauty with angel eyes
loved her dearly........
in my womb she was content.....
and protected.
Through my dreams after
the serpent disappeared...
Return a force
which stocked
my visions.
All i ever felt was the enemy.
I dreamed someone
was trying to kill my pride
and joy.....
before she was even born...
This enemy burned my
picture and rode by me
every morning just to wave....
she mocked and ridicule me
then laughed.....
she tried to ruin my future...
nightly as my dreams
continued !
It wouldn't break..
this curse she tried to give..
one day in the mist of fate
i began to drank
a chunk of glass
in my mouth began to break
but it didn't cut
me or i didn't swallow
we survived that ...
thank you my father...
It even went as far as me
walking in my sleep
as this last night i cried out
for my soul to keep
as this spirit crept and I'm
drawn in directions of deadly steps
i wept and cried god please wake me
my god please!
Wake me, please...
i began to tilt and moaned louder
then a touch on my shoulder my moms
hand ..she asked me what's wrong,
watcha doing !
I replied i don't
know,because her intervention
of my flesh she gripped ..
she save us from our very death...
that we approached..
at the edge of those steps!

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy 2009

COLLAB BY KESHA FINESSE MURPHY
AND AUTHOR DAWN DEISREE BANKS

LOVE TRIANGLE


Author Dawn Desiree Banks


Scene One

Author Dawn Desiree Banks

It’s been a minute ..sister
since you and I caught up
A new position has filled my cup
He is the sweetest thing;
True love is what he brings
You know how long
and hard
life has been with me
You know how long inside
when I was feeling empty
Before he came and swept my floor clean
You and my world was clearly the same
He is wonderful;
makes me feel so special
Had to share the new life with you;
as you are my sister friend......


Kesha Finesse Murphy

Sis yes it have me (smiling)
what have you here...
who has stolen your heart...
good to know someone...
of such character has occuppied
your thought's...

Sis how fortunate are we
I've also found someone
who's quite special to me....
yes....
he's so humble..
and very handsome
you know i don't like
them too.. pretty
or so si'ddidie
he is quite a gentleman
I can truly
say i found my best friend...
his love is so remarkable
and not speaking of his
love making....
It must be unatural
to find some one so real.....
but sis..
i have a business meeting
but we have to do more
catching up sis...



Scene 2
Author Dawn Desiree Banks

And catch up we will; have a beautiful day,
will talk with you soon.....

Dawn & Her Boo

Darling what a beautiful day to walk
the town and window shop
Let me hold your hand; skip and hop
For this love we share is so real
Being with you; where you and I both go deep and feel
Embracing our souls that have met
I have not come across another like you yet
Can’t you tell you rock my world
Not to mention after the gorgeous love-making;
How you allow me to lay upon you and curl
What a lovely day it is boo
Just the both of us; me and you
Loving how the people stare at my smiles; your smiles
How they see our love that goes beyond miles
There is no doubt that I trust you
Even shared my secret with my sista friend too
Let us keep close this day
With you by my side I will forever stay
Together in each other’s arms I pray



Kesha Finesse Murphy

Wow.....just saw my childhood friend
oh how happy i was to see her
we must finish catching up....

Ring.....
Oh my sweetie....
hello baby.....
how your day going....
I was just telling
one of my dearest
friends our true love story....
i just cant wait
to get home to you....
i'd be straight home
after the business meeting is through...
Aww...babe you'd be home late...
sigh...ok...
I'll be waiting baby....
love you...
ok my meeting has finished
maybe i can get hold of Re Re
No answer...
maybe i'll just hit town
and shop around...
for a sexy nightie
and surprise my honey....
guess who i see.....
Re Re ...Re Re
that must be her sweetie....
wow now i get to meet
her perfect he....
As she smiled gracefully
leaned in to give him a kiss....
they then turned my
way DAMN IT
CAN'T BE MY MAN!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012


Portrait
As i walked in i felt vibrations...
as it attracts and repelled to me like
a magnet...
as i stepped in melodic rhythm mimics
their whispers.....
i can't help but wonder what was
wrong...
i found and asked the most elite
one of them all.....
why do every stare so effectiously...
he replied it's your aroma it's illuminating..
may i abstract you paint your portrait
you must see it ,your beauty so amazing
your eyes tell stories..
i would like to capture this one at the moment..
also paint the every curve that your body sculptures...
the mesmerize shine of your satin skin..
natural fullness of your lips
and the carmel color within..
lady your eye reads deep,pupils reflects
pain, love , that counteracts rage
then which abstracts beauty and humbleness...
no don't be frightful
not even bashful, no clothes removed
your beauty is all needed
you r eyes have stories to tell..
i respond i don't it ..it..
at that moment my eyes capture me
at the moment i saw you..
umm so unique ,handsome ,tall, and strong.
With broad shoulders
yes quite a universal soldier
i'm sold out ,go on portrait me...
Then if you don't mind may i sculpture thee....

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy 2010




AUTHOR DESIREE BANKS/KESHA FINESSE MURPHY

RAIN ON ME (COLLAB)

Author Dawn Desiree Banks
Keep showering me with the trinkles
Sprinkle...raindrops of your love
Invade my soul with your purified water
Drown me with your aura
Let your waterfalls ease my heart

Kesha Finesse Murphy
let your body of love surround
me..no need to splurge...
i know your ships equipped...
i love the ripples will nourish my soul......
your love has me on a island of my own

Author Dawn Desiree Banks
where i don't want to leave;
i won't let go...
i want to indulge in our reality,
i want to mold our shower...
bring them on every hour...
form our very own rainbow thereafter...
in which we create our own colors...
love me like i love you;
like we love each other


Kesha Finesse Murphy
hard with lock and key
where no one can tamper
with entrance
of our heart
love me gently or love me not...
i have not worried
because your whole some love
has kept me....

Author Dawn Desiree Banks
From running into negativity...with your love;
i feel free to be me and i can love hard or soft with you...
be and do anything i want to do...
you warm my world with you inside; near me;
right by my side...
with you i don't want to ever
be in the position to say goodbye!

Author Dawn Desiree Banks
All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy


THE TASK…..
Jeffery a Sanders Sr Aka Cali_isms
Kesha Finesse Murphy

Jeffery a sanderssr aka Cali_isms
Wake –up well slept ones
Let us wake you to some truth
Veiled behind, ideas and feelings,

Kesha Finesse Murphy
wake up your inner light
which was hidden...
pierce it through the realms
of your darkness
to view and see the signs....

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy

Jeffery ac Saqnderssr aka cali-isms
Genuine truth in prodigious transfer of
The inner into the outer,
Bringing reason unto the world,
The task during the whole course of
Our history,

Kesha Finesse Murphy
History repeats itself......
and everything is with in reason
no need for doubting or painting
pictures...
just see everything spiritual
as it was in the beginning

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy


Jeffery a sanderssr aka Cali_isms
Civilized man gives reason an embodiment of
Achieved consciousness to fact
For those who seek guidance from the lord
Are assured that the truth, is directly present,
In their unschooled opinions,

Kesha Finesse Murphy
Actuall schools leave out
key facts...
purpose for deception
embedded my control don't stop there
where they leave the spirit out
hoping and wishing
it's never found out...

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy

Jeffery a sanders sr Aka Cali-isms
Some fail to apply themselves to the task of
Exhaulting their subjective consciousness of
The truth to the task,
To the knowledge of duty and object right,

Kesha Finesse Murphy
but must seek and search
through all written facts
to not be lost
to he actual factuals
of the seeing..
seek not to be lost
and misguided..

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy


Jeffery a sanderssr aka cali_isms
The only possible fruit of this attitude is folly and
Demolition of an individual order as these fruit
Must inevitably be reaped, if the religious disposition holds
Firmly and exclusively to its nature
The task is to actualize self...

Tuesday, February 28, 2012


Collaboration by Kesha Finesse Murphy/Kevin Rhofiki Exile

Man Scorn

My brother my friend......
would I be wrong to say
this ...
which most would probaly say
they are tired of the same old song..
yes there is a God and he HEARS your call
as my love for you is real..
as his God's LOve........

i feel your pain
don't let their fate
intrude your way
regardless of all neglect and sorrow you
you must
take it seal it in zipped
documents ...
ship it to heaven
and let him handle it....
they have reaped their fate....
Listen to what I say.....
all regrets and hate one
must .....
not play into their
road laid...
which generational
elders destined
curse .. to their children
forget the problems
and Love yourself and
others.....
God loved you first.....
that's why your here
to lead and heal by example

Kevin Rhofiki Exile:
To be honest with you God
The devil consumed me with hatred,
anger, loneliness, and despair.
He deprived me not to succeed
when I knew right from wrong l
ike a immature being
getting crush by his whim of his weight.
Success was his goal to drive me
to the edge of doom
and succumb
to the negativity of nothingness.
Why do I feel deserted from you?


Kesha Finesse Murphy
King i can tell you he removed you
to heal your soul...
because if he'd left you
there, your flesh.....
them demons
would have continued
to manifest
and never let go
it's strong hold....
he had to allow you
your spiritual
growth.........
because he had plans for you....
so he removed you from that abandoned place
such a place where your
so called presence was defamed.....
the God in you
couldn't be contained





Kevin Rhofiki Exile

Yes I know that I've came from a strange society
that nobody doesn't care for one another
but why didn't you select me to walk away from this place?
What is the main purpose of you sending me away?
Did I do something wrong?
Then I caught a revelation when
HE shot his arrow of hope, light,
and justice within my soul
and taught me the likeness of his word.
Now 4 months has gone by and being dunked
into the everlasting pool of SALVATION
now I can finally vouch that
I have the blood of Jesus in me.

Kesha Finesse Murphy

Indeed yes God is Real!!
Love Affair

Its our time love...
and i love the way you smile....
your beauty is unmatched...
as the moonlight illuminates your eyes..
you are my queen...
my dream is to serve beneath your crown...
its our time love....
my love for you unbound....
there is no rush...
your softness i embrace...
i love to kiss..
your lips.... i love your taste.....
i give my all to you....
my love there is no waste....
this is our night ....
no need to rush our pace..
our love is unique and special.....
you are all the woman i will ever need...
when i am with you....
my love can spread its wings...
and we fly so high..
that heaven is in our embrace....
its our time love...
heart, mind, and face to face...


Kesha Murphy
This night our love
will perfectly embrace....
where our souls will be held
no secrets kept.....
we'd let it all out.......
pin point the love pressures
to release all pleasures..
toxins that was bottled up
due to us being apart.....
love the firmness and
softness of your hands....
and the broadness of your shoulders
my inner desire cries out
for you to touch and mold me...
my king your love plants
massively.....
in my spirit...
and is so heavenly....
our father has
blessed us
King and Queen with the best
love affair!

Kesha Finesse Murphy

Wow there he was
i didn't realize he was such a righteous man........
to think about it he
was the best thing that
happened to me....
he really knew how to treat me....
there weren't a time that he
hadn't treat me like a queen.....
this man was truely the one
i just thought it was to early to get caught up...
he was as gentle with me...
touch as soft....
to the eyes as the sights of the blue sky....
my king i'm so dying to be next to you....
it was true love at the first breath..
of yours...
when we held and hugged
each other... we inhaled ...
awwh the thoughts of you...
as time has past i wonder if
you have thoughts too....

Revelationwriter Thepropheticendtimepoet

It was almost like as
if she was reading my mind..
her lips taste like fine..wine,
design
poured in to my soul,
she fold gracefully into my arms,
my queen
she splashes like water watering my beautiful purple roses.
I remember her like a coldest winter storm n December.
She really knew me and I knew her..
She was sumthing God created that was so exclusive!
She was soft and tender
so sweet her voice was music...
music that kept me in a trans..
She is A luv that will b forever lost
with remembrance of our souls
pranced as we glanced
at our midnight shadows on the wall
dance.
I meditate her...
and whenever shes away I suffocate.

Kesha Finesse Murphy

He was a Mega man above all man..
His love was next to my God's love...
See this is what I'm saying
this man I knew he was best for me...
I'm his perfect she
He's my perfect he...
I love for his thoughts to run across my mental...
For his love gestures to caress my soul
And I will not forget to mention....
As our souls connect .. love
Makes a perfect dialect...
This love like his I haven't found yet!

Revelationwriter Thepropheticendtimepoet

I suffocate..
I can't breathe ...
she takes my breath away from me.
her love is like warm water that takes me under..
unbearable
love that causes me to drown
when I swim to deep down under..
God has molded her me
my 2nd set of eyes 2 see.
that rainbow bridge that crosses
over into destiny..
I am infected by her touch
she has an epidemic luv
that keeps me buggin.
that keeps coming,that keeps me runnin to her every call.
Sumthin like this only comes once n a life time.
and I love it so much ..
that I actually had to let her go..
But the luv that ..
she had blessed me I still have it
cause it will forever b apart of my soul.
COLLABORATION
Tony Wade/Kesha Finesse Murphy

Tony Wade

The desire I feel for you is stronger than anything
I've ever known!
My love for you transcends about the heavens;
from the very first moment I laid eyes on you, our
love was eternally written in stone...
You are on my mind when I lay me down to sleep, and
again I wake at the start of my day;
I crave your touch, your taste, the very scent of you
brings me to my knees!
My love for you is at a fevered pitch...
thermometer reading
101 degrees!
If I had my way,
I'd be with you everyday...
Never met anyone like you...
at a loss for words and half the time on what to say...
I want you...need you...
you are the very air I inhale;
the sight of you allows me to exhale...
How can it be that you have so much power over me?
I can't seem to function without you, it's hard to eat, and I
can barely sleep...how can this be?



Kesha Finesse Murphy

remembering the first day that
we met
there must have been
a lunar eclipse that very day
because your shine was bright as a diamond that
day....
as spects glistening in my
eyes of love....
i grasp your breath..
to intake you
for seeps of you
quinch my crave...

Tony Wade
The thought of you makes me weak...
my future without you is incomplete and bleak...
PLEASE tell me you feel the same!!!
PLEASE tell me you think of me too...
Tell me it's true,
because without you I don't know what
I would do!

Kesha Finesse Murphy

If you ask me that...Yes!
everyday...
seems like me without you
as i'd lost my way...
non thought of you
is like Gods child without
faith..
i think about you everday.....
i truly do feel i'm lost
in your love......
the caress of every part
of your manhood....
embodied my soul...
as we laid blessings on each
other....
only thing absent is the
throne....
a temporary bed as we laid
in......
all that's there now ,is empty....
for the love of you....
i think to save .....
the thought


Tony Wade

I'm so lost in your love!
So many visions of you next to me
as we walk through the park,
and the things we will do
as we wind down and come together
after dark...
PLEASE tell me you see what I see?!
PLEASE tell me you're thinking of me!
Do you see us by the fire place gazing
into the flames as we hold one another?
Do you think of me when I'm not around,
or is your mind set on
some other?
When you open your eyes, do you think of me?
Is the desire i feel for you the same
as what you feel for me?
Do you desire my touch;
When asleep, do you dream of my kiss?
My embrace?
Do you envision us staring into
each others eyes in some
secluded, romantic place?
I do...
These feelings I feel aren't man-made,
they must truly be sent from up above,
because I need you day in and day out...
I'm simply... LOST IN YOU!

Collab by
Kesha Finesse Murphy
Author Dawn Desiree Banks

Halt Our Minds
Ladybug
End the illusion of lust
Form the mentality with trust …
From the soul of your partner
Lead his anger into wills for you to vanish
You’re a woman of worth before he tarnish’s
The value of your royalty

Kesha Murphy
because of his manipulations
he never promised
not to lay hands on me
when apologizing
Sometimes i just wish, i can levitate
thru the sky
damn times i wish i could learn to just cry
this build up is damaging
rage consuming me
now i'm maddening...
seeing all the twisted
throwing clause in faith......
now its saddening..

Ladybug
And lost in the blinding of love
He promised to treat me like he treated his mother
Now I know I was just another…
One of his punching bags, lost in the game of his tag
Damn I am tired of him wiping my blood with his rag
Trying to control the anger that is building inside me
Demanding he just fall asleep
and die right beside me
I don’t deserve this…
He doesn’t understand what all I have missed out on this
I gave him my heart, he tore it apart
I gave him my soul, when others would treat it like gold
But hell I am not going to question his fate
When it comes time; he will stand before mighty at the gate

Kesha Murphy
but true i'm a woman of God
and i know it's not right to think these thoughts
yes...but as find peace .......
he always find away to beat it out of me.....
i realize why ,i feel deprived.....
governed tactics..
of this surreal life........
aired on televisions..
had us blind in a dream like matter...
into livingTHIS LIFE would be
happily ever after..
planted within our spirit
a perfect picture
since we were kids........
finding a ....spouse and having kids..
with education,which guranteed work.....
they made life look of lavish
elders just told us ..
through it all with faith is all that matter....
now we've gained financial problems
frustration has kicked in....
and not just us anymore ..
we have two kids.....
no one told
him or i how to prepare
for this...
now i'm bleeding and wishing him dead.
from his beating his confusions in my flesh!


Ladybug
And still instead i call it my fault
Finding every reason not to “halt”
My sickening emotions; for the devil’s commotion
But can I really blame the devil for his given cultural spirit
As he was born in love; the almighty, his son the dearest
The whispers in my mind; he says I have to clear it
The television set has become his clearance
To blame…give excuses….calling out his name
Too late; he’s caught up in that state
The republican’s gold plate
Where his mind is full of hate
And he takes it out on me
Where he drank from the devil’s cup and cannot see
I am his targeted enemy
Following violent history
I am his slave lady
Where instead of whips and chains
He is my master; I am his fury
He say’s you gotta get a gun to kill me
And I swirm, and I cry
Asking God to be my alibi
But with God’s word I must abide
So I take a punch to the gut
A punch to the face; in the front
But when will I go…
because I know in the morning he is going to apologize

Kesha Murphy
instead of all the sorries....
lashes..........
confusion
rage
and blames
we must learn to regroup
and bring our minds to a halt !

All Rights Reserved Copyright © Kesha Murphy
All Rights Reserved Copyright © Author Dawn Desiree Banks

Collaboration by/Shequita Phillips
Kesha Finesse Murphy


Shequita Phillips
We love hard and strong

sometimes we give to much

In love but we can't help our feelings

sometimes we get overwhelmed with love

because its us
its deep in us to love

and sometimes we pay the

price for loving to strong

that it turns on us hurts us

make us feel low down or that

we not good enough to love

even though we give our all

we get the short end of the stick

trying to find ways to show him
that things will get better

trying to make him understand

that you care and love him but

he still miss treat you taking

everything you got that you

put into loving him so real and true

but our hearts in so much pain

and he can't see the pain in your eyes

so it hurts that bad leave and

never look back you don't

need to be treated like a door

mat or if you are a dog cause your not

you are a beautiful Queen

and you de sever better


Kesha Finesse Murphy

yea we loving so hard
can leave us quite bitter
so we queens must learn
to reconcider
and protect our feelings....
and stop
putting more
on us than we can bare...
we must learn to spare our own feeling
always giving
don't.....
lending.....
not receiving
or even being a mere
factual thought
in their mind.....
always dealing with
receivers ...
who truly are inconciderate
because their
first response is
that they didn't ask
for it......
so no one is
going to
be thankful or feel
sorry...so we must
stop feeling sorry for self!
and the love we give to
others give to self!!

Collaboration By/Teresa Moody
Kesha Finesse Murphy
Teresa Ware Moody
Endless Love

I truly believe that some things are meant to be
You are my shinning star,
forever, you will be in my heart,
It's your touch, when I feel bad,
It's your smile, when I feel mad,

I never thought that dreams come true,
Until the day that I found you,
In me you bring out the very best,
for this, I am truly blessed,

There is no way, I could ever seek,
Your love knocks me off my feet,
Forever I will love you, no matter what,
Forever I will love you, And I won't give up


Kesha Finesse Murphy

But i will give you endless love
this love can't be help..
the looks from your
eyes pierce my being
while my insides
scheming..
on laying it on you...
your the man of
my dreams...
the ecstacy.....
in fantasy....
my love is flowin
heavier than blood
or a rivers flow.....
Baby i'm sorry but
my love will never end
and yours i'm never letting
go!
COLLABORATION BY

KESHA FINESSE MURPHY /AUTHOR DESIREE BANKS

Kesha Finesse Murphy

There comes a time in a girl life
When she needs
And also needs to be needed
There comes a time
Where she just want to be loved
Not just be that
Door mat
Or be treated like a worn out
Rug...
there comes a time
when a girl need that shoulder to cry on..

Author Dawn Desiree Banks

There comes a time in girl’s life
When she must embrace her woman
Stand strong in her spot of belief
Exclude negative mistreat
There comes a time
Where she must wear her moccasins
Until they run ragged
When she must silence naysayers and control her heart
There comes a time when a girl needs someone to just listen

Kesha Finesse Murphy

yess.. instead of people
running with she said
and twisting it to benefit
nothing ..
but use it against her......
who want that
tainted shoulder to cry on...
there comes a time in
a woman life
where she needs
understanding...
from spouse and their
child.....
If a woman have to step out
side of her home...
do to non support.....
and family not understanding
the term unconditional
they word is meant for all
not for you to pick and choose...
but we women must learn to handle
some with long handle spoons..


Author Dawn Desiree Banks

We must lose the way of fighting tooth and nail
Sometimes its hard for we women to breath
With the on-going gossip in between or behind
We sometimes lose our way; trying to find
An escape;
we scream inside in silence
“there is only so much we can take”
So we look for other arms to open and let us in
And not necessarily from the next of kin
Speak only to be heard
Perhaps someone could relate;
from them we learn
The true meaning of unconditional word
Their comes a time when a woman needs to retreat
and find again their lost way of peace...
and some must fall back and accept
the differences that life may throw upon us!